[	I am feeling	|	accomplished	]
[	What the crap?	|	Do you douche?	]

blood drawn, 3 shots, and violation.. uggg the ob/gyn is no fun.. but the people at the health department are nice and funny.  saw too many rednecks pregnant.. lots of little children.  I'm glad my mom came with me. =]

[	I am feeling	|	cranky	]
[	What the crap?	|	If I wanted to hear from an ass, I would have farted!	]

Amanda, you're stupid.  Amanda, stop liking boys you can't date.  Amanda, get over him.  AMANDA!!!!  You are throwing your life down the drain!  Ghod I'm nervous about visiting the OBGYN.... fuckkk.  Ah if only perfection could be bottled up and given to your next boyfriend then this wouldn't bother me so.  GHOD I need out of Gastonia BAD!  The horrible selection of men in this town results in me drooling over anyone that's better than okay.  Rawr.. Why does everyone have to suck so bad?

**ramble ramble ramble...**

[	I am feeling	|	good	]
[	What the crap?	|	the smell of dog farts and wet cat food	]

I'm home now.  I wish I wasn't.  I want to stay on vacation in PA for the rest of summer.  I loved being away from this boring sappy life.  Working all the time and not having my best friends in town blows the shit out of summer.  Lack of fun.  But vacation was great!  We went to the zoo, saw aaaaall my family from up there, did touristy things, wedding, yadda ya.. Flew in an airplane (well 4) for the first time..  NICE.  I think I need one of my ovaries removed because every hott boy I've seen, I've had to text Kaitlin, Natalie, and Manuel telling them how much I wanted to bang him.  Oh and let me tell you, walking through the Atlanta airport alone, I saw atleast 10 bangworthy boys.. Haha ohh midcycle.  I just need to keep it in my pants.

WHOREMOANS!!!

But I'm happy.. the happiest I've been all summer given the circumstances.  Coming home to the shithole just kinda pisses me off.  Atleast I have Johnjohn and Gracie now. =]

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I am feeling

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shocked

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So I'm in my room, getting naked for a shower, there are about 4 moths in my room, no biggie.

After my shower, walk back into my room.  No lie, 50 moths flying around in my room.

I nearly shit myself.

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I am feeling

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chipper

]

the last post amuses me. i bleed.

umm.. so yeah, yesterday (technically) was my birthday.. and gay cole didnt wish me a happy one..
so fuck him!  =X  Oh skeez.

Hoh well, I don't give a shit!  LEAVING SOON! BYE!!!

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I am feeling

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gloomy

]

Be bitchy > blame it on PMS
A few days later, lie and say you're on your period.

Excuses bitchiness and mood swings!

Except for the fact that I'm becoming somewhat intollerable.
People just irritate me.

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I am feeling

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good

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I called to report someone littering.. I feel good about myself.